i want to cry , want to cry .
why can't the tears just flow non stop like a tap .
stupid .
i don't know if i should go for december's vietnam trip .
thinking ,
just submit the form .
anyway , still have to see if can qualify for the interview .
what are the odds .
but jolene decided not to go .
and i freaking can't find my photo for the form .
shitttt ass .
i have no idea where i put it .
it's ... somewhere
one module less for those who go for the trip .
that's a great deal .
im sure it would be a wonderful experience as well .
but there'll definitely be pre trip stuff .
JLPT4 exam is on 6dec and
the trip is 7dec .
sucks !
sometimes i really don't have the confidence
that im able to pass JLPT .
i must put in alot of effort to study real hard .
i wanna pass JLPT with flying colours .
and with my current level of determination &
shitty attitude towards my studies ,
i don't think i can go very far .
wts is wrong with me .
no one could show me that concern like you did .
pathetic .
time to find those tears and sleep .