Introducing Benton Paul :) A new hottie , thanks Raihanah ! Hahaha .

These two days of the weekend have been fruitful :) Cheers ! I sat and worked on my FP essay for almost 8hours . Of course there were much distractions along the way ! I'm not superwoman .

Result of that ;

- I managed to complete at least 3/4 of my essay :)

- A great sense of accomplishment !

- Just need to do a little more , some improvement

and done .

- And I got myself a really bad backache !!

Must be getting old , hah .

I literally felt my brain been drained , really exhausted ): After the essay , I went on working on my Jap worksheet until my brain could no longer take it . Today , I worked on my FP booklet and finished up Jap :) Anyway , the freaking volleyball match is on either tmr or Tuesday ! The worst part is , I totally forgot the name of our team . So did Jolene and Si ying . What to do ? I don't know ..

I'm feeling down now . What a drastic change from last night /: I can't feel a smile coming around , even a lil sense of happiness . There's no one , nobody . Mood's all lost , I stare at my work and feel no motivation . I stare at my game and feel no motivation as well . I feel that I should perhaps cry out my feelings , maybe I would feel better . But , everything has just gone numb . I could no longer find tears easily like I used to , why is that ? You don't understand , she doesn't understand , he doesn't understand , they don't understand . Nobody does . I was on clouds 9 yesterday , but now it's totally different ):

come back to me won't you , my true smiles ..

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to Candice : No problem :) Glad that you're alright already !

to Syafiqah : I'm not too sure , it's either tmr or Tuesday .

Sorry .